Mean Girls *Fugly Edit* (Single, 2019)

Are you sad let me talk to you, I trust

Are ya mad that you’re never gonna sit with us

Last night I wrote a burn that you’ll never read

One or two lines that’ll make you bleed

What’s that? You smell like a baby prostitute

Watch out before we drop a house on you

I know that I'm mean, you haven’t seen

You don’t the half of it, I’m the queen

 

We are the mean girls

Rotten and rough

We are your dream girls

Shut up, you’re never gonna touch us

Shiny hard plastic, pretty in pink

We’re the meanest bad bitches, our shit don’t stink

We are the mean girls

 

Play nice, Bitch please you’re such a whore

Look away, She doesn’t even go here no more

Go fetch, You’re a dog, without a bone

Coming in the back door forever alone

Fresh meat comin’ through, stay away from the light

Uh Oh, It’s just you and ESPN tonight

You say that I’m mean but I say no

Its just my face, wherever I go

 

CHORUS

 

We are mean girls

 

Ice radiates from within my soul

It’s why I’m always so fucking cold

We were foolish to think we are equal to men We are far superior and always have been

 

Shiny hard plastic, army of skanks

We’re the meanest bad bitches, our shit don’t stank

 

CHORUS x2

 

We are mean girls

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Everything About It, Pt. 2 (Electric Baby, 2019)

Your words, they echo in my brain

And I can always feel your pain

I just ignore your lies again

Your hands are clenched around my throat

My breath escaping like the smoke

That burns within my hurting soul

 

You hear me screaming in the dark

But it don’t get me very far

I hate you, I hate this

I hate everything about it

 

I wake up every day and hope

You stay away so I don’t choke

On this life you’ve made a joke

So here’s the final argument

Day after day my time is spent

Pretending that you’re not violent and my life won’t be rendered useless

 

You hear me screaming in the dark

But it don’t get me very far

I hate you, I hate this

I hate everything about it

 

For cryin’ out loud

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow

 

You hear me screaming in the dark

But it don’t get me very far

I hate you, I hate this

I hate everything about it

 

I hear your voice inside my head

But I just come for you instead

 

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Fame (Electric Baby, 2019)

What if I said I’d be gone tomorrow

To relieve the sorrow

I’m just so tired, It’s getting hard to reach

For my hand and we can see

If my life was meant to be

Underneath this high anxiety

Sometimes you know...

 

But do I go or should I stay again tonight

Don’t let it be the last goodbye

Let me hold you til the morning light

Can I stay for just a while

I promise I can make you smile

Should I stay or, tell me, should I go?

 

What if I said I was never happy?

Would you be glad you met me?

I’m just so tired it’s getting hard to see

Out from beneath this hazy view

But then again I’m lucky to

Have you here to help me break on through

Sometimes you know...

 

But do I go or should I stay again tonight

Don’t let it be the last goodbye

Let me hold you til the morning light

Can I stay for just a while

I promise I can make you smile

Should I stay or, tell me, should I go?

 

But do I go or should I stay again tonight

Don’t let it be the last goodbye

Let me hold you til the morning light

Can I stay for just a while

I promise I can make you smile

Should I stay or, tell me, should I go? (Should I stay or, tell me, should I go?)

Should I stay or, tell me, should I go? (Should I stay or, tell me, should I go?)

 

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Not the One (Electric Baby, 2019)

I see you’re happy, I don’t feel a thing

Sure enough that girl will be your everything

I remember good times were had

Twenty-seven seems so young when looking back

All your baggage on the floor,

Trippin’ over meant that we were nothing more

Couldn’t settle with one foot out the door

 

You’re not the one who got away

This is what is meant to be and you were never a mistake

 

This December, you read my mind

Tried to sort through pieces of me you defined

Now I’m certain it wasn’t you

I had to go through all these things that we went through

Now I’m broken with nothing left to do

 

You’re not the one who got away

This is what is meant to be and you were never a mistake

 

It feels like time has never passed

Hate to be rejected, hate to expect

Anyone out there to understand

My need to express and to be holding your hand

This is my cry and this is my truth

I never meant to be hurtful to you

Always the one I needed to shake

But I knew I wouldn’t be the one saying your name

 

We’ve moved on and forgot the lies

Forgot the screams and silly cries that you despise

Always the one while I’m awake

You’re just the one who I needed to break

 

You’re not the one who got away

Nothing is forever and that’s ok

You’re not the one who got away

This is what is meant to be and you were never a mistake 

 

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Everything About It (Single, 2018)

Your words, they echo in my brain And I can always feel your pain

I just ignore your lies again

Your hands are clenched around my throat My breath escaping like the smoke

That burns within my hurting soul

 

You hear me screaming in the dark

But it don’t get me very far (it don’t get far)

I hate you, I hate this

I hate everything about it

 

So here’s the final argument

Day after day my time is spent Pretending that you’re not violent and my life won’t be rendered useless

 

CHORUS

 

For cryin’ out loud

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow Just let me go

You’re taking over slow

 

CHORUS

 

I hear your voice inside my head

But I just come for you instead

 

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Before I'm Dead (That's What She Said, 2017)

There are things I can’t remember There are things I’ve said and done That I know I can’t begin to take back Every single one

There are places I’ve forgotten

Plenty left behind in time

I’m so glad I had the chance to call

each one mine

 

I've been sitting here in this old bar

Strumming away on this old guitar

Not sure how long it's been

But I know I really need a friend

I've been sitting here in this old bar

Trying to leave, can’t get too far

It’s time to put myself to bed

Don't think I'll be back before I'm dead

 

There are people I’ve been missing Many years just can’t rewind

But I know the ones who matter most Aren’t very hard to find

It’s the love that keeps me going The support that keeps me strong But I know the end is drawing near So sing it on and on and on

 

CHORUS

 

I guess it’s time to hear that call One more shot for us, that’s all Here’s to all you fellas

Hanging out all night with me

I don’t think you’ll disagree

 

CHORUS

 

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Holding On (That's What She Said, 2017)

Turn around, Don’t you walk away Though I know you heard what I said

I know, you know

 

Won’t you rescue me In my time of need?

Now that I’ve found myself

 

I can’t stop, I won’t stop now Now that I’ve got your help I’m holding on

 

Here we are

Still I feel the same Now my time has come Won’t you play

 

I know (now I know)

You know (I should’ve known)

 

Won’t you rescue me In my time of need?

Now that I’ve found myself

 

I can’t stop, I won’t stop now Now that I’ve got your help I’m holding on

 

I found you

Now I know

I found you

 

I can’t stop from sinking down Down, down, down

 

Now that I’ve found myself (Can’t stop from sinking down) I can’t stop, I won’t stop now

Now that I’ve got your help (Can’t stop, I won’t stop now) Holding on

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Sugar Dog (That's What She Said, 2017)

Mind games and dramatic flames,

Pettiness reigns and you’re sick with the fame. You’re a bore, you’re nothing I adore,

Always tryin’ to cause the third world war.

You think you’re slick, I see right through your tricks. The shit you gotta do to get your kicks, I’m Ready to hurl, hide behind your pretty curls,

Grown up pearl, you're a mean fucking girl.

 

Everything’s the icing on the cake

I’m walking on shells trying not to make a mistake And I’ll never let you take me down today.

 

So you wanna have a diva fight?

You plan on beatin’ my ass tonight?

That's too bad; your eyes said it all.

I saw the little girl too scared to brawl.

Welcome to the bi-polar express:

There's no effort, no damn success.

If you’d stop being such a risk in the race,

The mirror wouldn’t break every time it sees your face.

 

Everything’s the icing on the cake

I’m walking on shells trying not to make a mistake And I’ll never let you take me down today.

You can’t let someone else be right

All you know how to do is bark, you’ll never bite. No, I won’t go away.

 

How long will the phase last

And when will it be left in the past?

Help me find the strength to be free because this bitch is just too much for me.

 

CHORUS

 

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Alone Again (That's What She Said, 2017)

What started out as smoke and mirrors Couldn’t have ended any clearer

You showed me the ropes, what love looks like

All along you thought you were my savior, we were saving each other without failure

Turn around, and prepare for the ending strike

 

It tears me up inside

There’s broken glass inside my deep blue eyes It’s tearing me up

 

I’m so sorry that it turned out this way You gave me a gift that I can never repay It helped mold me into who I am today

You pulled me out of the trenches, you took me Off the benches, no defenses

Friends till the end and we are still ok

 

Chorus

 

It tears me up inside

All alone, can’t fight to stay alive

 

It tears me up inside

These broken wings were made to, made to fly

It’s tearing me up

(It’s tearing me up – it’s tearing me up – it’s tearing me up...) It tears me up inside

These broken lives were made to, made to survive

It’s tearing me up

 

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Shine (That's What She Said, 2017)

i woke up this morning in that state of mind

took out the garbage and looked up at the sign

it said “take your things, and leave your trash behind” i don’t wanna look back because I know what I’ll find

 

and I want you to know that

I just need to grow and

i’m feeling fine and

i’m ready to shine

 

I moved about my day with unease

my heart is yearning, afraid it’s gonna freeze locked out of my head and i need the keys thinking how can i fix myself, help me please

 

chorus

 

i woke up this morning and I took a deep breath i said, it’s time to move on, and then I left

 

chorus

 

and I need you to know that I might need to go

and I’m trying to take things slow

how much I loved you, i hope you know

 

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Look Out (That's What She Said, 2017)

right now, i’ve had enough of this right now, i am a crazy bitch

right now, i’ve had enough of this

i gotta be on my way

right now, (right now) i gotta scratch the itch there’s no more reason for me to stay

 

i’m a funnel of emotion, i wear my heart on my sleeve

in a harmonic motion, i’ve never been so naive

i’m a big girl now, you can’t tear me down

i’m not your lemon to squeeze

I’m a powerhouse potion, and i can sleep wherever i please

 

right now, i’ve had enough of this right now, i only have one wish

right now, (right now) i’ve had enough of this there’s nothing else you can do

right now, (right now) i’ve got a bone to pick and there’s nobody to chew but you

 

chorus

 

i’m a funnel of emotion, i wear my heart on my sleeve

in a harmonic motion, i’ve never been so naive

i’m a big girl now, you can’t tear me down

i’m not your lemon to squeeze

I’m a powerhouse potion, and i can sleep wherever i please

 

you can’t tell me that i’m wrong

and you can’t tell me that i’m not strong and look out, baby, cuz here i come

 

i wear my heart on my sleeve

in a harmonic motion, i’ve never been so naive

i’m a big girl now, you can’t tear me down

i’m not your lemon to squeeze

I’m a powerhouse potion, and i can sleep wherever i fucking please

 

chorus

 

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Should've Known (That's What She Said, 2017)

You came around and I knew right away

We laughed, we cried, we passed the time, you’d be here to stay I cut the lies, I cut the ties, I cut a hole in my life

I stuck around and I doubled down, I thought I’d be your wife

 

Cut to the bone, leave a message at the tone

I should’ve known when I didn’t wanna answer the phone I should’ve known

 

Time went on and in five years flat

We moved and proved that no one else could beat us that

I saw the signs, I saw the lines that were drawn in the sand

But I slowed it down and now I’ve found I have the upper hand

 

Cut to the bone, leave a message at the tone

 

I should’ve known

But I was too weak to see

I should’ve known

That you were no good for me

 

No good for me (No good for me) no good for me

Too blind to see (too blind to see) too blind to see You’re no good for me, no good for me, no good for me You’re no good for me, no good for me, no good for me You’re no good for me, no good for me, no good for me You’re no good for me, no good for me

 

I should’ve known

(No good for me, too weak to see, no good for me) I should’ve known But I was too weak to see

(No good for me, too weak to see, no good for me) I should’ve known That you were no good for me

(No good for me) I should’ve known

(Too blind to see) But I was too weak to see (No good for me) I should’ve known

That you were no good for me

 

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