You fail to realize I've been here all along.
It's that I'm paralyzed because I know it's wrong.
Watching you get close puts me in a selfish daze.
When my mind gets lost, I see myself within your gaze.
Every night, without warning,
it never fails, my thoughts go soaring.
Slowly sinking into sadness
Welcome to my descent into madness.
You fail to realize I've always known the truth.
It's that I'm deeply scarred because I've been so used.
Time and time again, I hide behind a song.
Now easier to say, you've made me see how strong I've become.
Every night, without warning,
it never fails, my thoughts go soaring.
Slowly sinking into sadness
Welcome to my descent into madness.